21 February 2010
I have the same dream just like last night and the other nights
since last week. And this time it’s 88.5 percent vivid. I can recall the flying
scene and a woman giving a beautiful necklace to me. It’s like an amulet. I
think it’s an amulet, by the way. It is light purple and I think I’ve seen it
somewhere a long time ago.
Dad is on rage on the telephone again. Mom asks him and he says that
the stupid PA of him forgot to tell him about the important meeting this morning.
So, he’s late and rushes to the car. He mumbles something but I cannot hear it
clearly. He must be swearing some swearing words. He always swears when he’s
mad.
I’m thinking of going to the library during recess when I reach
school but I need to sit in for the class meeting with the Principal. I don’t
know why I have to go but I can’t say no to Clara because she’s the class
president and she has another meeting with her club. She likes to pick up on me
ever since she’s been nominated as the class president. No one wants the boys
to be the president because they are dead stupid (that’s what Clara told us).
She’s bossy and some of the boys are very annoyed of her.
The meeting was short – thank God! But I didn't manage to go to the
library. Damn! Have to go there tomorrow then. Mom is not at home so as my
eldest sister and youngest brother. I think they are off somewhere, maybe at
their friends’ house. Mom is ridiculously busy nowadays because she’s planning
something for next month with her group of friends. I don’t want to know what
the plan is anyway.
My eyes nearly pop out as I enter the room. There’s the amulet in my
dream on my table. I rub my eyes few times – maybe I’m having a hallucination,
but the amulet is there. Right there, on the table. I look around and take the
amulet, wear it and take a look at myself at the mirror. It’s pretty and it’s
fit me.
I like this necklace. I hope that it can do magic.
